Tuesday, September 19, 2006
september 18th was the worst day of my life i swear .. it all started at 12 midnight .. i was feeling sleepy so i thought i should close the books and go to sleep ... so when i closed the books and was about to get down .. i accidently crashed my hand with my card board and got a cut which started bleeding badly .. so i washed it and put a bandage ..( i am strong so i did not cry ) .. so i go to sleep by 12:15 .. and then i get a call .. i dont realise who it is .. but the name on the fone screen looked somewhat like jay's name so i take the call and it was jay on the fone .. how sweet ... and then he said something and then said " softy its not a dream u'll remember naaa !! " i was like yeah of course !! hehe after all it was jay on fone ... how can i not remeber what he asked me to do ...
then i get up at 4 am again DUH cos of pressure then i slept again and dreamt that i flunked in my exam and my teacher is throwing me out of school .. eeks !! stupid dream and then i wake up at 5:30 am
Get ready .. go down .. wait for the bus at the bus stop .. then the bus comes .. i go to school and when i get down from the bus .. my neck starts to pain .. and then pain grows and grows and grows .. .the paper starts at 8:30 .. i feel like puking and laying down .. i couldnt concentrate ... i did all the easy questions and in the 15th questions i went to loo and puked .my neck is tilted .. i see everyhting tilted ... couldnt move it cos of pain .. its stiff .. then i came back laid down and i couldnt write more ... arrrgh !!! so i put my head down ..tell my teacher i finished my paper and give him the paper .. my neck was paining so much ,, i kept crying ..
then i finish my paper and go to bus .. my neck is still paining so much .. i am crying so badly
.. i get down in front of my house ... go upstairs .. throw my bag and shoes .. drink water and then run to the loo cos i felt like puking so i puked once more ... and then tried to lay down ... but i cant cos of my neck pain .. ohh momma !! it pains so much .. i never felt so much pain in my life ... so my mom gives me a pain killer and asks me to sleep .. i wake up at 6 in the evening .. but the pain grows and grows .. i start crying again .. but i try to study co i dont wanna spoil my next exam .. but i couldnt .. i feel like puking again .. ,my mom gives me food tho i dont wanna eat .. cos my neck is still tilted .. and this time really badly ... but i eat and then sleep
got up at 7 when my tution teacher came .. so i studied with the pain ... i started crying in b/w cos of pain .. so i rest .. and then start studying again .. when he left i took medicine and slept .. and then woke up at 2 and then try to study .. chatted with jay .. and couldnt take the pain any more so i go to bed again .,. wake up .. cry then my mom gives me hug .. .. then i called my drama teacher ( he's not picking up the fone) .. so i go to bed again wake up at 7:30 ... mom said go online u'll feel better so i am here lying on my bed talking to jay and skim ... uhh .. and my neck still pains .. . i feel like cutting it off my head
( sorry about the spelling mistakes .. i am going through so much pain that i dont even care )